loneliness/ 寂しさ

never want to wake from the dream of you and me..
even if it turns out to be a nightmare..
it'll be a sweet and beautiful nightmare...
be it whatever happens..
at least you're with me..
for reality is cold and cruel..
streached out my hands..
but there's noone to hold..
opened my eyes only to see that you're not there..
the sun in my dream no longer shines..
the gentle breeze, so comfortable..
has now turned to cold winter wind..
freezing anything in it's way..
and i've woken up to the reality i've got to face..
that i'm once again alone in this vast world..
with people all around, but noone's here..

shadow of darkness/ 闇影

as i walk through the many paths of life
feeling lost & wary, and stumble at times
never able to escape the ghost of the past
always catching up with me no matter how hard i try
it never fails to cast its shadow over my wary soul
it's darkness calling out, reaching out to me
tempted at times to take it's hands
and just disappear from the world i so hated at times
to hide in the cold dark abyss i so feared
so that it's coldness could freeze my heart
and that i can no longer feel hurt or pain
no longer cry, no longer smile
no longer feel, be it sadness or happiness

random...

sinking into a world of darkness..rains of regrets & unfulfilled promises..
reaching out to the light, all so blinding..within holds the answers worth seeking..
can a sinner hope for forgiveness..can a sinner find happiness..
when will the world start to see..when will the world stop & listen..
when will the world divided reunite..when will people of world apart be as one..

man made beauty

there she was, entering the club on a sunday nite..the club was dim, and she was shining..
all eyes were on her as she stood out frm the crowd, not only bcuz of her height, but her charm and beauty as well..her long wavy hair all tied up, showing off her well angled face..her well tanned skin and long slender legs..too gd to be true, too perfect to be real..
she's dancing right in the middle of the dancefloor..enjoying all the attention shes getting..
not naturely born with what she have now, but bought with money and pain..
but 1 can't help to be drawn in by he charm..even if she was born of the opposite sex..
gotta admit that whoever she went for to seek for help did a wonderful job..
and 1 is left to ponder the definition of beauty..

welcome..^^

as you can tell frm da blog's title..this is oso part of my "kay/matsu" blog..
only diff is tat this blog will b more for poetry which i've written, i liked frm somewhere or for some short stories i've written..feel free to leave comments but NO HATE POST allowed here..
many thanks to all my friends who stick wif me through wadeva shits i've been through..
luv ya all..!!! ^^