Monday, August 16, 2010

hearts, empty as the BlackHole
wif feelings and emotions all forgotten
without wishes, nor desires
beat for the sake of beating
providing life, without even knowing

souls, lost as the stars in the vast universe
wif emotions still lingering, and feelings not forgotten
without a proper resting place,
wondering endlessly, without peace
seeking forever, for something which never exsist

humans, self-proclaimed ruler of all life on earth
wif tecnologies, they over-killed nature
wif their ambitions, they slowly murder our home
without kindess, without mercy
will Man ever learn thier from mistakes of the past
will their Heart and Soul ever be free, and return to their original state

10/08/2010 2334h
won't you come,
stay for the night
and sing for me,
your bitter sweet lullaby

one last time,
before we part
one last favour,
won't you say yes

with your arms,
just hold me tight
even if it's just for tonight,
won't you hold me one last time

whisper my name,
soft and gently
with those voice of yours,
may i remember me

look into my eyes,
intense, yet,
without emotions
your eyes, which reflects oblivion,
may it remind me,
of the joy and pain,
which the living brings

06/08/2010 0541h
lost and wary
and feelings of strange abandonment

nowhere to run, noone to turn to
life is but an endless cycle
of standing still, and goin in circles...

blame nooone!
for the mistakes of the past & the presents
blame everyone else!!
for the flaw we all see in humanity

who are we to judge otheers
do we not make the same mistakes as they did
who are we to criticize others
do we not, even though different,
have flaws of our own which we might overlooked ourselves

be not hasty to be joyous for the living
neither to morn and be sadden for the dead
for life is never juz sunshines and rainbows
neither is death juz the cold darkness of the hellish abyss

see with not our eyes
feel with not our skin
but with the gift of the heart & soul

for than the truth shall be known
as the heart & soul see not the surface of life

04/08/2010 1550h
i am, nothing,
but an offspring of hell
creation of not love,
but of evil itself

i am, but an empty vessel
in the form of an human being
my soul is black, so is my blood
and i have a heart, which does not beat


i am, not of the living
judge not by the standard of man
neither am i, one of the dead
for they have cast me out to roam among this land

i am, nothing,
yet, am everything at the same time
i am, nothing,
but me, myself, and i
which existence could never be understood by man

i am, but another face in the crowd
judge me not! by your silly standards
oh foolish being of the living
for not even God in heaven,
or even Satan in hell dare judge me
by those so-called 'standards' of yours

i am, nothing
but a soul, awaiting my deeds to be done
not to be judged among the living,
by the living, as a living
but by thee who resides
high above and deep below

26/07/2010 0102h
you says things, which you don't mean
all your apolegies no longer mean anything
neither do your gratitude mean a thing
for they are just words,
spoken for the sake that it need to be spoken
contain neither meanings, nor feelings
your words are as empty as you are

a forgiving heart, is something i lack
especially towards those whom my heart no longer yearn for
so to let everything go, setting myself free
frm all those invisible locks which i've placed upon myself
for your pleasure, i've forsaken my freedom of heart
thus before i turn into a nasty beast
i shall free my soul to, once again, roam the skys

for now, at least, for now,
while i still am myself,
lets end things the way it should be
tie me down no longer,
with those puppy eyes, innocent stares
and words of sorrows, tone of he who has lost faith in life

your hack-care attitude, i've had enough
i am no angel, towards those i no longer have interest in
so you should go, before my horns starts to show
do not tempt fate, and be a casanova when you can't
never should you try to tame a serpent, which no longer seek your open arms
better to let her go, while she still bother to ignore your exsistence
before she changes her mind, and bare those potant fangs of hers at you

16/08/2010 0452h