向使命的終點慢慢前進，命運我的齒輪已開始旋轉。
眾神的失誤，魑魅的引誘惑與陪伴。
天堂地獄都不去，只願與＇它＇一同遊戲在時間的細缝裡。

Forget me not! Oh how I prayed to God.
Forget not those tears I've cried,
Forget not those laughter of joy.
Even through the many cycle of rebirth, forget me not.

Through the lies and deceit of the people,
You're the only truth I've known.
Through the sorrows and despair of the world,
You're the only joy and hope I've been shown.

Forget me not! Oh how I prayed to God.
Through the many cycle of rebirth, I remember me not.
You, who froze your time for me,
Remind me of us! Oh won't you please.

the 1st and last i'll write about J. Hani.

Bonds are precious, more so than diamonds
Promises not kept are nothing more than meaningless words
A hug, a touch, even a handshake,
Could mean so much more than empty words

Lies, deceit, pity, and sympathy not needed
If honesty could not be given, silence would be preferred
Time has passed, memories forged
Regrets and 'what ifs', what good are they for?

Feelings lost, or maybe there never was
Both good times and bad are time lost and gone
Tears were cries, sleepless nights has passed
Thank you for the memories, and I'll be saying good bye for good

The All Mighty King Have Spoken!!
I am, nothing but a mere chambermaid in his court.
His kind words are, but a tease to kill his boredom.
The truth, they are too much for my fragile heart to bare.
And i can stay no longer, not in this court, not in his court.
My Dear King, i cannot serve your highness anymore.
It saddens me, but to leave i must, for i can no longer look you in the eye.
No, i should say, even the sound of your footsteps echoing through the corridor, makes my heart skip a beat and brings tears rolling within my eye.

I have to say, i will miss those ruby eyes, those soft curly golden hair, and your deep majestic voice.
Alas~! Farewell~! I know you will miss me not, nevertheless, i hope you will remember this chambermaid once in a blue moon.

looking deep into you eyes,
i thought i can see my future in them.
painted with colors and smiles,
are the future i see, behind those clear hazel eyes.

hoping to hear your voice, calling out my name,
when i'm wide awake, and not only in my dreams.
hoping to feel your arms around me, to feel your warm embrace,
during nights such as this, so quiet and lonely,
it's silence almost deafening.

15/02/2012

Slowly, bit by bit, her heart and soul is being devoured,
by the wicked nature which slumbers deep within her.

Without realizing, she started to change, 
into something foreign, something new.

Slowly, she stopped believing in happy endings,
surely, her mind became more and more twisted.

Gore-rified my valentine~

Paint those blood roses black, for crimson it may be, it does not convey how dark love might be...

Pick some stars off the violet sky, engrave it deep into skin if both U and I, for it is said nothing last forever, at least now, it'll last as long as we do...

Pave the path with petals and thorns, bare feet, we shall walk down tat very path, leaving behind our bloody foot prints, fade in time it will, at least those scars we bare remains...