seasons comes, seasons goes
juz like how people come and go
frens, family, lovers, haters
not a single one of them stays forever

love, is like faith,
it's a gift, not to be taken forgranted
for many, including me
are not blessed wif such gift
and never will

God, u want to fellowship wif me
but, i have to decline..
for to go heaven is not my wish
for i never wanted an everlasting life

God, u are gd, u are graceful
your greatness is known to most, including me
many seek to get closer to you, but not me
for i know my place well, way too well
thus, i can never enter those holy gates of heavens

forgiveness is wad i seek not
for i shall not seek that which i knew i'll never receive
thus, same goes for love and faith

ur grace, ur greatness
they are all like bright and blinding lights
gentle, warm, comfortable,
yet, way too blinding for me

i am the seed of the underworld
darkness and chaos is where i should be..
burn in the flames of hell i shall
for that is where i should be...