Blue Moon Cries/ 青い月叫び

Sounds of Sorrow, Sounds of Griff
Sounds of lonely despair, longing for Peace
Pitiful howls which tells a tale
of a tragic past filled with blood and tears

13 years once, people hide
on the night when the blue moon's high
and the river of life runs dry
for it's the night when the Blue Moon Cries

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悲しみのサウンド、グリフの音
孤独、絶望、平和のためのあこがれの音
哀れなの話に指示鳴き声
悲劇的な過去の血と涙でいっぱいに

13年に1度、人々を非表示
夜にブルームーンの高
生命の川実行乾燥の
ために夜のときに、ブルームーン叫び

kanashimi no saundo , gurifuno oto
kodoku , zetsubō , heiwa no tame no akogare no oto
aware na no hanashi ni shiji nakigoe
higeki teki na kako no chi to namida de ippai ni

13nen ni 1do , hitobito wo hi hyōji
yoru ni burū mūn no kō
seimei no kawa jikkō kansō no
tame ni yoru no toki ni , burū mūn sakebi

a little something for a short story i never had time to write

i'm missing the blue moon
which i once saw,
in my dreams,
with noone to hold.

i'm missing the gentle breeze
which ran through my hair,
feeling it's comforting touch
with my cold bleeding hands.

i certianly misses you!
a kind, gentle soul...
a part of my past...
in the depths of my memory...
a boy whom i met...
only in my dreams... ...

~changes/変化~

just like the sands of time
slipping through one's fingers
slowly...but surely...

Bonds and Relations between people
goes through changes as times goes by
some endured...while others fade

people comes and people goes
cherish those who're close to you
for who will stay...we'll never know

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時間の砂と同じように
指の間から滑り
ゆっくりと... だが、確かに...

社債および関係人々の間
変化を通過する時間が経つにつれて
いくつかの我慢... ...しながら他のフェード

人が来て、人が行く
人が近くにいる大切
にとって滞在する...我々を知ることはありませんよ

jikan no suna to onaji yō ni
yubi no ma kara suberi
yukkuri to ... da ga , tashika ni ...

shasai oyobi kankei hitobito no ma
henka wo tsūka suru jikan ga tatsu nitsurete
ikutsu ka no gaman ... ...shi nagara ta no fēdo

hito ga ki te , hito ga iku
hito ga chikaku ni iru taisetsu
nitotte taizai suru ...wareware wo shiru koto wa ari mase n yo


Kay written 30/11/07
edited 08/06/09

bloody beautiful view

*note regarding this post*
(ps. PLS visualise if possible, if not at least try to..
otherwise it would seems abit senseless or something
for this is a SUPER short one, and the beauty & meaning
comes from the image which i've seen in my head..
many thanks~)

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Beautiful gardens, Crimson Roses
Blooming in the darkest of times
Accompanied by the cries of many Widows

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reminder of him..11 nov 09

his gentleness, i cannot forget
his silence, it still linger
his shadow, never fading
his love, was never for me

he's a player who played his game well
though his felings might have been true
but they were never real to begin with

"how i wish i could hate him"
"how i wish i could forget him"
"how i wish i could regret knowing him"
how i wish, i would wish for all these

my heart wouldn't allow me to hate him
nor would it allow me to forget him
how could i regret knowing him, when even after so long
even after all these, i'm still glad i've met him in "97" that nite
and i could not forget how he place his head on mine,
when i was sleeping on his shoulder in a cab...
that gentleness, i could not forget...

sorry~

got think 2 more to post..but will post them up a little later..cuz really gotta go sleep alreadi~
and for those who have been reading this blog of mine, really appreciate it..^^
honto ni arigatou for you support nya~^^
can't promise tat i'll post more often as is kinda hard for me to catch some of the inspiration i get sometimes when it comes while i'm in the middle of a busy nite @ work..><
wad i can do is try to read more stuff (i say i'll TRY..) and will post here some things which i like..(provided i can get past falling asleep even before finish reading 2whole page..;p)
mayb you guys/gals can also suggest some books which you think it's good and that i should read up ones..

thats it for now..gotta head towards lala land before i go brain-dead again..;p
oyasumi~ nitez~ wan an~ xD ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZ

love me, hate me..do wadever you wan but dun try to change me~

love me for the gal i am
hate me for the monster i have inside
take for granted the good i've done
criticized for the slightest mistake i've made

i tried to believe, i tried to like
this world we lived in, so dark, so veil
i tried to listen, i tried to speak
to the people living among us, all so fake, so vain

i tried to forgive, tried to forget
the greed of men, and the useless me

i've tried my best, i really did
tried so hard, that the darkness of the world had swollowed me whole
and i've realisedthe darkness of a humans heart
is something even the brightest of light cannot pierce through..