i'm a sinner, i've sinned a sin
so great, i should've been drag to the depths of hell
stake me for my mistakes, burn me for my sins
never am i allowed to walk the surface as one of the living
but rather as a walking, breathing, living dead

i've wanted that of which i should't even dream of
i've desire for that of which i shouldn't even think of
i've held close of which i shouldn't even touch
i've lived a life which should've been mine
is it really me living this life when i should've been long dead

carrying a curse, a burden, a unwanted gift
to live a life, not being able to dream, to crave, to want, to hope
everything goes wrong once my heart starts feeling any of those
all those i've once held dear to me, had all disappear
all those i've ever wanted juz moved further from me, the harder i try

stake me for my mistakes, burn me for my sins
for i've felt loved, warmth, and even hope
i've had dreams of sunlights and companionship
i've had desire to love, be loved, and even to be
in the embrace of he who is special, feeling his heart close to mine

am i allowed to go through the doors of happiness
am i allowed to hold the keys of hope
am i allowed to feel the gentle breeze in daylight
am i allowed a future which is mine to shape with my own hands
am i allowed to live a life which is mine to hold

kay 23/06/09