i'm unwell, i'm crazy,
i'm bent, and insane..
i'm loud, and irritating..
i'm all those that you dislike..

if so, stay away
for i have no need
for the likes of you
to be even near me

STAY AWAY !!!
insanity is contagious!
if you still wants your sanity,
stay away..

my life is meaningless.....
don't like it ?
prove me wrong !
if not, leave me alone..

why am i still alive??
what am i living for than?
i don't even know....

the only thing i know
is that i can't take my own life,
for that's what i promised him..
for that sole reason,
i can't take my own life..

someone wants to kill me,
DO IT NOW, do it please!!
end my life for me..
so that i no longer have to contradict...
so that i may be free.......
so that i can finally meet him again,
he who is gentle and kind..

he who stayed by my side,
when noone want's to get near me,
he's there, holding my hand..
when i refuse to like human,
he was there, guiding me through...
when i finally made frens,
he was there, sharing my joy....

now that i'm lost and sad again,
moved on he has,
he's no longer here.....
and when i miss him,
i can only hear his voice,
faintly in the depth of my memory.....

anyone wants to kill me,
DO IT NOW, do it please!!
for my life is meaningless
and noone will cry for me.....

would anyone kill me please.....
DO IT NOW, do it please!!!
i'm tired of waiting.......
maybe i should ignore the promise,
and end my life with these hands of mine...
and should i see him on the other side,
just tell him "i'm sorry" ??

do not fail me now, my dear sanity
for all that is left of this beaten shell
is just the sole sanity of it's pride
which does not allow one to fall

blood no longer flows
through these frozen vines
heart that can ach no more
so broken it can no longer feel

souls which are neither here, nor there
lost & empty, they wonder forever
in the vast nothingness of the universe
having nowhere to return to, nor can it disappear

fail me not, my sanity of pride
for now, you're my sole comfort & joy
love has lost, hate has numbed
lonely silent has over-killed the heart
darkness of abyss has over-killed the souls
body has been beaten & bruised
by those once being held close to the heart

fail me not, my sanity of pride
for the sake of me
for the sake of the pact i made
with the devil whom luv me so dearly
for he who is more gentle than any angels

fail me not....i beg of you
so that i can see him one last time
when my time is up
and he who guilds the souls of the departed
may come and guild me on my last journey
to the depths of hell
where suffering never ends
and fire's always raging

but as long as he's there
hell shell be my sweet heaven
my shelter frm everything
as long as he is there