in things which i've never give a damn,
i shouldn't even care, not even once.
in things which i've never believed in,
i should never even start to believe, ever!

why even bother,when to them
i'm just another worthless, useless shit
why start believing, when in the end
everything which you know, will end up being nothing but lies

should've return to my original state of existence
where i'm shunned and hated by all
back to the state of absolute solitude
where kindness do not exist in me at all.......

14/007/2010 2159h